Please, dear Lord. I need a break already. It's been 2 years, since your lesson to be began and I have learned! 1st I lost my job of 16 years, I did my best and went back to school. My mortgage lender talked me into "skipping a few payments" so that they can make my home of 15 years more affordable.........then they (after all the rounds of doing exactly what they wanted) CAN'T help me so I was served foreclosure papers. I can't get a job, because I have a record, both my previous lovers as well as my fault, but not a reason to not give me a job. Now, I am making 1/2 of what I use to make, lossing my house and have to sell my truck. payments don't match my new income. Yes, I am thankful to have a roof over my head, my children are alive and heathy, my health is what it is....not the best but could be wayyyy worse. I thank you for that! My mom, didn't even live to see my age of 46 (I was 14 when she passed) so I am very fortunate. Ok Lord! I grew up without a mom, my dad was abusive when he was around, I had a baby 4 days after my 17th birthday, dad kicked me out of his house when I was 18, with a 1 year old.....dont' know why cuz I lost most of my memory from the accident, but people said it was cuz he believed others that I was on drugs, which Lord, you know that wasn't true. I've struggled with a LOT of bad/abusive relationships........and I can't take it anymore!!! Please, please, please, please give me a break already in life! I know you did in the past, but I have grown up and see all the beauty in lives journey now. Please give me one more chance and I promise, I won't mess it up.