I ask for prayers,i have a four yrs old autistic daughter a fifteen yrs old son and a husband whom have no idea what i am going through with my daughter and his ignorance towards our living situation. My son is not his child and he always picks at him making things so stressed out for me and he really does not know what he is doing to me. I can't talk to him because he is always in fight mode. I am not a citizen of this country,i have no rights to work,he is the bread winner but treats me like a nobody. I feel trapped/jailed and just want it to all go away. I have no place to go,i feel like i am already dead. Oh God heavenly father,please lead me out of my dark days and dark nights and shine the light on me and my children. Lord please here my cries/prayers. Amen