I feel like God won't forgive me for things I've said or thought about Him. I've had really nagging doubts about Jesus and whether I can trust Him, and then when I finally overcome those doubts, I feel that my lack of faith in Him is something He will not forgive. I know this is not His character, but my sense of self worth is so low that it is hard to overcome the lie that God doesn't want me anymore because of my failings. Please pray that I would see and understand 1) how much God loves and wants me, and 2) that my actions can't change His love for me. Thank you.