After going thru school, internship and my surgery I have taken a lot of time off work. At this time I am struggling thru some financial difficulties. We just moved to a bigger house and financed a new vehicle cause my older one was going to cost a lot to fix. I am doing all I can to survive and not spending money like crazy but I feeling the pressure of debt pressing on my soul. Please God I am putting my stress in your hands that you will pull through and guide me to light because I feel the fog of debt surrounding me. I am trying so hard to find a better job so that I can gain experience and then moved back to California because my mom isn't getting better and I need to be next to her as long as I can. I went to school to obtain a better job that way I can transfer back home to take care of my mother. Right now I just want to cry myself to sleep as I hope that when I wake up the sun will remain to brighten up my day longer.

Please pray for my husband and I to be more with god. We have just moved here in Minnesota and still looking for a church. I've lost my way and don't hear from god. maybe I am just so distracted with settling down that I have forgotten to hear for god. I want so much to be apart of the body of Christ but it is hard if I don't have a church to go to. I have been to a couple but I don't feel at home. It is good to surround myself with people of Christ but I want to feel like home. There I will know my true calling.

Dear heavenly father. I come on my knees and pray that you hear me. I have been so lost and distracted. I just want you to give me something to continue my mission. I pray that you lift my faith and give me the strength to continue my meaning and purpose here on earth. I thank you for every breath that you have given me. Please God just show me a way to keep moving forward. I miss your holiness and wish you will hold my hand and guide me in your heart. Forgive my sins and my mistakes I've done. I just want to hear from you again. Please I feel so alone here and I am waiting. God I am so in love with you. I feel that I am stuck in a place I will never get out of. Help me find a good church.

My husband and I are looking for our own place however we are struggling. We are not financially able to move out on our own with out help from the county assistant program. they are giving me the run around and one of the worker today mad me feel worthless. He scold at me as if I was a child and made me feel as if I was wrong, but how can I if I had bills that I had to pay or used my money for my family's need. I may not have a whole lot of money but I have some. Not enough to move out and pay first, last month's rent plus the damage deposit that is required prior to moving in. I am sadden that why people work in social service put people down like me. If I had a chance to help others I would do so in a heart beat. I pray that this worker's heart soften and help me in my struggle. I pray that god speak to his heart to see my pain of poverty. I pray that god help me through this hard time in helping my husband and my son find a home we can call our own....In Jesus name Amen.

For over three years now My husband and I struggle with his addiction to the internet....He over abuse his usage and it is starting to effect our marriage. I have been praying for his addiction to be regulated but I can't do it anymore. We are now talking about divorce and I know that it is a sin but is it worth it if I have to wait for him to get off the internet? I don't trust him being online because I have already caught him chatting with other women. I am more insecure now than ever and I can't bare with the heart aches. God if you hear me send me some peace because the only thing I can hear is my cry! I hold my husband every night and pray that you give him some guidance to leave the devils playground. I pray as I lay next to him saying that you help me make him a better man then he is....I am waiting and all I can do is wipe my tears and wait. In the name of Jesus I pray that you give me the strength to carry another day of not wanting to leave....amen

As we fight this war with the internet I believe that it has won my husband's heart. He has decided to leave me and is planning for divorce. All I am left is to sit her and wait for it to happen and pray. We agree and made it clear that He is the one leaving because he refuses to change. I just continue on praying that everything on my behalf is taken care of.

Dear Heavenly father I am just so tired of fighting and I am just waiting on you to give me guidance to move forward. I know that Divorce is a Sin but there is nothing I can do if my husband abandon the ship. Please God send me some peace tonight for I only have my tears to keep me company. Let there be peace in the house till he leaves for I want is for him to go in a peaceful way. Lift up my sad soul and carry me to the right path. Give me a reason why this storm has came to my house and let me learn from all that is. I put my trust in you that you have a plan for me and that I am willing to listen...In Jesus name Amen!

Dear Heavenly father. I am waiting for your answer on a job. At this time I need to get a job so that I can help out around the house with paying bills. I am asking for you to send a job with good pay so that we don't have to continue borrowing money to pay our bills. Please Lord relieve us from this debt that we struggle with every day. God I need to be healed of my physical condition that is going on with my life. God I need to heal so that I can continue living in the word. I will put it in your hands that you will relieve us from this stress and you will heal my body and allow me to continue working for you.
God I want you to watch over my son as he is with his father and far away. Allow him safety and warmth. Let him and his father bond so that he can grow to be a righteous person. Let him come home to me at the end of the summer all healthy and stronger. Please God Hear my prayers as I speak of them tonight. Before I rest my eyes I just wanted to think of you one last time! THank you for all the blessings you have sent and continue working on your gifts towards all of us. In Jesus name Amen!

Dear Heavenly Father, I have come to you again wounded by the fight between my husband and I. It seems that my husband is easily manipulated by the demons but I am stronger then he is! I pray that you hold my husbands heart and bring him to realize that together with you god we are strong. He keeps calling it quits yet being loyal to you God I won't let him quit. I ask you for forgiveness for the reason I don't know how to speak to his heart. Please God I want to walk the path you chosen for us. I want you in our lives how ever it is hard for my husband to come to you. He is having trouble excepting you, asking for help and surrendering to you. Please God I ask that you open his heart to you. I feel like I am hanging on to you and him that he is pulling me down. God make us walk side by side. In Jesus name Amen!

Dear Heavenly father, Today is my son's birthday and he is 11years old. I want to thank you for letting him be here in my life. He is very precious to me. I am so blessed to have him here with me. Now that I am facing being a single mom again I am having a hard time being able to get him a gift. Please God I am trying to make ends meet and I am coming short every time. I put it in your hands that you will deliver me with good news. My husband had recently abandon us but I know in my heart you will never abandon me or my son. God I am starting to feel weak and I don't have control. Please remind me that you have a plan for us. I give you my problems tonight with my tears in hope that you will give us a break thru so we can continue living our lives for you. In Jesus name AMEN.

Dear Heavenly father I have came to you proud that I have compassion for my enemy. I have already for gave the thief whom broke my car window and stole my wallet from my purse. I know that you have a plan for me and that you will provide me. This is my message you had sent to me today and I understand "Have compassion for others when they cannot see what is obvious to you. Have compassion for yourself when you realize that you can see only a small part of God's vision for the world."

But God I know that before I lay down tonight I will be stressed again for financial reasons. Since they stole my wallet I have to replace my driver's license and window. I want you to whisper in my ears that I am taken care of. I want you to send me an angel to give me rest tonight for I don't want to carry this burden on my shoulders tonight. Lord send me some peace for my mind to rest. In Jesus name Amen.