My wife of 17 years suddenly left me and filed for divorce. Just said she had not been happy for a while. I became very depressed and ended up going to our family doctor and he put me on anti-depressents. I think about it every day; the memories just keep haunting me. I've been on my knees praying that God would turn this around, but so far it seems as if my prayers have went unanswered. She has refused any sort of counseling. I just feel so lonely, and feel like I have failed. Any advice or words of encouragement and prayers would be greatly appreciated. May God bless all of you.