I am almost sixty years old....work hard pretty much seven days a week......struggled all my life to take care of me and be a good son.....father....friend.....and human.....and love life.....but I find that all the things I have fought for and believed in for so long.....are now draining life out of me! Things I believe in but can not control are taking me down.....because I can not give up on those things out of my love for those who are involved! My life is on hold and can not give me peace....because of my heart! I want peace in my life! Please pray for me!

Please pray for my daughter Candice who had her children taken away from her two years ago by her ex. He is in contempt of court but she has not money to have anything done about and legal aid gave up because she has no address for him! She is dying inside over this...and I know those babies miss their mother!

I don't know my friends....don't know where to start! So many who need more than me! But I really could use all the prayers I can get! My dear Mother has been in a nursing home for three years with dementia(such a beautiful God loving woman and great mom) I miss her so much! My Dad is alone now after 60 years of a wonderful perfect marriage(always together...you seen Dad...Mom was by his side) So hard on him these days! I have two beautiful daughters who have fought battle after battle over the years....and are still trying to find peace in their lives(their struggles tear so much at my soul) I have been alone now for 21 years....struggling to survive and missing the dream that I had as a child(the grow up...fall in love...have a family....white picket fence....family get together kind of life) I never have peace in my life....there is always a struggle and I get so tired! I look and see so many suffering and want to help....but I feel so useless sometimes! I just wish I could make my loved ones lives easier....and help create a better world for them and those who follow us in the future! And yes....I dread growing old alone! All these things east at me and weigh on my heart....and sometimes it drains the very life out of me! God has been good to me through my life....he has gave me a strong heart to bear my troubles....a compassion to understand others...a urgency to help them when they ask....and a pretty good record of helping hearts in need( I am rewarded for that) But my friends...I am growing tired and weak....and I ask for your prayers tonight for strength to carry on....and a peace in my heart for whatever lies at the end of my road! And above all....the strength and knowledge that I need to overlook my needs for those in this world that I can still be of help too!