tell me lord why do i waste my time with this man he never happy.he think all i want to do is deal with all kinds of different man and that is no were on my mine ..i feel like how can you listen too a man that has a mental problem wrong with him..have things he say you dont know if it is the truth or not..why i feel that the choose that i made to take care of my late mother husband is wrong
.guide me Lord ..

well lord i am back again ..once more i would like to thank you for ever weak moment in my life..thank you for my kids lord for you give me a chance to be a mother one of the most fines thing you ever made..thank you lord for my husband for the devil love playing with his head ,give him strenght ,understand and your wisedom that you have teached him in the past years of his life ..for you lord i give my life and soul too in your name i praying amen..

As i write this i say to you Lord thank you for all you do and have done and is going to do for me and my family.As the pass few months has pass by my life have been a mess,my mother pass away and now i have alot more on me plate then i had before..i come to you to watch over my son that is lock up his mental disorder is not as well as it us too be.and i have not told him his grandmother has pass away yet..show him that we love him and tru it all we are here..my oldiest son Lord i need you to open his show him that long as he have the devil in sheep clothingby his side he will never get any where..My love give him strength to get pass all the hurt that other cause in his life ,open some doors for him too feel like the the man he once was in in pass marring.and give me the strength to contuine my job as a loving mother ,wife ,and a good daugther..