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Leah Anne
Leah Anne Lantin
Leah Anne
Leah Anne Lantin
Mar 15, 2012

Prayer Request

Please pray for me... I've been trying my best to make my family see that I have changed and I am a good person who's mature enough to make rational decisions in my life. I have been through a lot of bad experiences in life, some of it are really really bad that I didn't even want them to know because I know it would hurt them. But of all the battles that I had to go through, this is the one battle that I never win. I fight constantly but keep on losing. I know for a fact that even though they love me, they can't accept me for who I am. I know they mean well but they smother me. I feel like my world is getting smaller and smaller and them judging and criticizing me all the time for everything that I do is just not helping at all. It's too much and the major life transition that I'm going through right now is very intimidating and tiring and they can't even see I'm suffering. I know I am a good person and even though I've made lots of mistakes before, I am sure I've changed for the better by the goodness of God. I just want them to accept me without judging me. I want to be the real me again. The me who smiles all the time, who rarely gets angry, who believes in the goodness of people, who is just optimistic about everything, who doesn't judge people for their mistakes or for who they are and the one who just tries to do good things everyday. I feel very far from being that person right now. I feel so lost and I don't know where or who to go to. I feel so alone and just confused and angry and hurt. I just want to be me and be accepted by the people that matter most to me. I used to believe that I'm strong but now I'm just struggling... I want to give up. Whoever you are that's gonna pray for me, thank you and God bless you.