I am putting my marriage in God's hands, I know now that I have no control over it. I pray that through God my husband can overcome his addictions and learn how to be honest. I want God to guide me and change my heart so that I can be a child he can be proud of. I would like to help others with their needs as well as be able to provide for my family. Please help me to keep my head up and not drown in despair.