Please pray that I will be capable of sharing myself with others without fear of rejection and abandonment. I alienate people because I fear being close. i have been working hard to improve myself. I know I am wrong many times, but I feel hurt that others really don't understand me and it's painful.

I'm dying inside. I'm so unloved. I am lonely all the time. I can't find any happiness in my life. My sister hates me. I made lot's of mistakes but I'm sorry and I just want to find inner peace. I don't want to die alone.

Please pray that I can find a way to let go of my demons from the past. They are still with me half a century later.

I suffer from so much anxiety and fear. I feel alone. Sometimes I feel afraid to leave my house. I don't know how much time I have left in this life.Meaning I'm getting older, but I want to live and feel happy.