I am very sorry for your loss and I know exactly how you are feeling. When I saw this post just now, I had to comment. My mom passed away on June 14th and I cannot get over her passing away. I have always lived with her and coming home to an empty house, everyday now, is unbearable. There was a memorial at the cemetery this morning for everyone who passed away in June and I attended it and I have cried all day today. I will be praying for you and your family.