I need to keep asking for prayer for forgivness until I am able to accomplish it. This is the hardest part of the deliverance process for me. I have come so far and Iam afraid I wont be able to find that forgivness. I am human I cant help the way I feel, but what right do I have to NOT grant the same forgivness that God has granted me......what if they have asked God for forgiveness does that mean I will see them again in heaven......my head knows its wrong but my heart still hurts

I need help forgiving I dont think I can do this, but I know I cant get closer to Christ until I do Thanks Lisa