I have been living with chronic pain for many years and unexplained stomach problems in which all of a sudden I throw up. Needless to say I have been dealing with SSI disability. I am lucky enough to have some money every month to barely get by. I have a court date on December 4 to determine if they find me disabled. If I could work I would but I miss too many days do to these problems. I have high blood pressure, anxity and depression. I can take pain meds at high doses but that is not the way to live. There are days when I don't remember what I did and it is hurting my personal life. I don't trust myself being with my grandkids alone in case I am in a daze. If I am able to stay home I can cut back on the pain meds and maybe enjoy a somewhat normal life and be involved with my children. I miss too much work when I am sick. I worked in a office and sometimes couldn't make it to the bathroom to throw up. Needless to say my coworkers really don't want to sit by me. They know they can't get what I have but who wants to listen to someone gag in a garbage can all day. Please pray that the judge will grant my request. Thank you for all you prayers. In Gods name I pray.

I found a safe place to live that I can afford now I just need to have no one else want it till I can come up with the deposit. Lord you have taken it this far please continue your plan for me. I am humbled by your love.