I sure could use some prayers today and at this present time. My mom just passed away from pancreatic cancer, on March 7th at 2:06 AM. I was with her and took care of her since was diagnosed with cancer. Today I am having a memorial service for her and need your prayers to help me get through this day. My family has turned against me and I have to deal with them today as well. They assumed that I had told my mom not to add her executor as her beneficiary on her life insurance. My mom didn't want this individual as her beneficiary. They blame me for that for some odd reason. So, they have all cut me off. I don't know why.... Maybe because I'm her next of kin and now have to take care of all her affairs. Either way, I have to speak at my moms memorial and I'm very nervous and dread doing it because that will mean I'm saying goodbye to my mom. I'm not ready to say goodbye. I miss her so very much. My heart hurts and I could seriously use some prayers. Thank you!!!!