Hi...I lost my only child 18 months ago in a surfing accident, I struggle every day, I have asked for help from God, I have asked for forgiveness, I prey for help, but I feel that maybe because I have not fully accepted the fact that there is a reason for God to take our loved ones and I am sometime angry with God, he feels I have turned my back on him....and needs me to fully forgive him for taking my Lee from me....please prey that this will happen....I need to be at peace with God to make it thru the rest of my life.