Lord, I pray to you tonight in the name of Jesus. I am lost. I am a sinner, and I don't see any light at the end of this tunnel. I only see eternal death without hope. I carry the weight of more lives than just my own on my shoulders. If I fail, I will drag a lot of others down with me. People depend on me. This cannot happen. I have to make this work, figure it out, and overcome. Even if I burn in hell, I have to do the best I can for those who rely on me for life. I need a miracle. It's not about me. It's about them. I could careless about what happens to me. Give me the power to help these people. Help me do my job and serve my purpose. Humbly yours, Joe.

I remember my last real prayer to God ending in the words "the blood of Jesus"... Asking for my salvation once again. Asking for a miracle once again. For something real to fall from the sky and give me a 180 and put me on the right course. For God to take control because I lost all control long ago. I can't go on living on copilot. This way of life is only leading me to eternal death. Although I'm wicked and I'm tainted, spoiled and rotten, my prayer is for this rust to return to shine. This rot to return to fruitfulness. This fallen home to return to a sound structure. In the name of Jesus, I pray. Please take this world away and make me whole once again.

I need help. I'm at the end of my road. I'm a sinner without hope. I'm spiraling into the abyss. I need a miracle in my life. I need divine intervention at the highest level.

Take all of the is darkness and put it in a place where I can never find it again. Open up the flood gates of light, love and all things good, and whether like I like it or not, make it flow into me. Make me one of those people who radiate positivity, love and brotherhood. Give me the means to changes lives for the better. Help me change my life. I am a leader. I am healer. I am here till the bitter end. Until my last breath, I want to live this in the name of Jesus

My spirit has been down that tunnel. It looks more like the eye of a hurricane. A vortex. It starts with total blackness and impending doom. When the clouds suddenly form and the tunnel starts pulling you in, you know for sure that you're actually dying and there is no turning back. I was stopped inside that vortex by an angel on my shoulder and then I felt the most overwhelming sense of love and serenity I would ever feel again. I arose from death, stronger and more determined than ever before. My prayer today is I want to be that man again. The man who wasn't afraid to die, and who was strong enough by the grace of God to rise from death. Yeah, I had a chip on my shoulder, but it kept me sane, and it fueled my fire. I want to walk in the light again with the lord. Take my life for what it is and put me where I am supposed to be. Doing what I do for a living, and living the way I do outside of work, my life isn't what it ought to be. Make it right, Lord. Put me where I am supposed to be. You kept bringing me back for a reason. Make me the man you want me to be and help me change my ways.

God, please give me serenity. Please lift my burdens. Give the financial means to make all the things I worry about day to day go away. Please give me a partner. Someone to help me make sense of all this madness. I want to get back on the grind and live my life to the fullest. The way I'm going, I won't live to see my next birthday.