All my life I tried to buy my parents and sisters love, from my very first paperound job, if i was too nice, my mother called me a creep, if i did too well at school my father said i was cocky. when my sisters always fell down they were picked up, when i fell down no-one picked me up. i have always been victimised and bullied. Round two now my neices are grown up, the abuse continues through them and their husbands. I have moved to Australia to start a new life, please pray God will support me and be my family, so I can belong at last.