I have been battling severe depression anxiety and depersonalaztion for 15 months .For those who don't know what depersonalization is your mind is constantly on fight or flight mode you don't recognize your past or sometimes your own children seem unfamiliar your emotions don't seem real like the emotion of love and sympathy you feel like your life is a dream and the day before don't seem like it happened. Its a scary experience of the mind. I have tried praying on this issue but my mind battles just ending it all but im scared from my anxiety that ive lost my faith in jesus and god sometimes but I continue to read the bible and cry out to the lord. Please pray for me Does god understand me and still love me.

Ive been going thru alot with postpartum anxiety and depression. It has really drained me and im trying to stay strong but along with it i think im having health issues. Please pray that i find some peace soon and nothing is seriously wrong with me. having medical tests done soon and hoping they find out answers for these pains im having.