Lately I have felt alone, depressed and empty...Im not sure why but I know the fact that things in my life do not seem to be going as I planned and everything seems to be so difficult for me to achieve might have something to do with. I work hard and sometimes it feels like for me life is always going to be difficult. Once one thing seems to go right another falls apart and i question if life for me is always going to be this way...will i always have to hold my breath in moments of happiness as I wait for the other shoe to drop? I find myself questioning my faith which is even worse because now in the times where prayer used to be enough to make me continue on, i feel like I dont even have that anymore. I need something to make me feel like it is all worth fighting for still...I am not sure what to do anymore but I know this aching and empty feeling I wake up with every morning I can't continue with...I just want a moment of peace...a moment of clarity...maybe even a moment of happiness again...
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