the reason I'm asking for a prayer request is because over the weekend I got betrayed deeply. I was in a relationship for 8 years we have two little girls . when I went to church this sunday he packed up his stuff and I didn't know he was leaving me. when I got home he didn't have the decency to tell me face to face. he told me by text message that he was leaving me "I'm leaving you bye". then I later found out he left me for a meth addict women and who he has been talking to at his work ...the two moved in together. he later announced that they were in a new relationship on facebook. these last couple of days ive been sick by the situation and I cant eat or sleep. I just don't know how you can tell someone one moment you love and really care for them then the next get up and leave a person and 8 year relationship and act like I was nothing to you. I feel so betrayed I trusted him.I just pray for gods love and peace. help me to please lean on god for understanding and strength. I pray that god will help me to keep my focus on him and his plan and for his will to be done ..I pray that god would help me to find forgiveness. help me to deal with the hurt, pain, frustration and anger I feel. please heal me of all things and please restore, renew and refresh my joy and my mind.

dear lord im turning to you I need you god .. im looking to your power bc you are so mighty and powerful and you can turn everything around for the good .. god today I had a doctors appointment to check and see how my baby is doing and growing .. and you know god it didn't turn out good they told me today that the baby was little small for me being 8 months pregnant and that there might be a problem with my placenta, that she might not be getting all the nutrition she needs and if that wasn't enough but she might also have a heart problem with irregular heart beats.. but I need your healing touch and protection over me and my baby .. god im worried and scared and im filled with a ton of mixed emotions and im trying so hard to be strong and keep everything together and put a smile on my face and act like everything is ok and fine.. but im not ok or fine and im not able to keep stuff together .. my thoughts keep going to the "what ifs " .. what if I don't ever get to hold her or what if she dies before she is born .. and god im so angry with myself .. I feel like its my fault that she is having to go threw stuff .. im beating myself up over this .. its my stupid body .. I keep thinking what else could I have done to prevent this .. maybe I should have eaten better or drink more water or maybe exercised or rested more .. I just ask god please help me .. I have already fell in love with my child please don't take her away from me .. jesus name amen ..

dear god I ask for people to pray for me because Im hurting .. a couple of weeks ago I found out that I was pregnant .. and last week I started bleeding .. and I went to the emergency room they sent me home,.. and today i went back to the doctors and I found out that I had a miscarriage.. Im soooo angry with myself .. I feel like its all my fault .. my stupid body got rid of my baby..i feel so helpless. I keep thinking back and wishing there was something I could of done. so Im asking people to please pray for me so i wont be so angry with myself and stop beating myself up..Im asking god to please take all this pain from me .. please let me find peace .. give me faith ..