Dear God, thank you for all my blessings, you have always heard my prayers. May I please request another one? I need your blessings on my family and my friend Shane and his family. I have tried my best to help them all, putting prayer 1st. I have also helped them financially as much as I could, I fear that when my family finds out that I helped this other family they will feel betrayed. I gave to them father as they needed me, and people have always helped me in my time of need. I believe father that you would have wanted me to do this, but now the guilt has me so depressed, I don't know if I can forgive myself, even though I am sure I did the right thing. Shane is very sick and can not work and he is going to have surgery. I pray that you will heal him in your name and restore his faith in himself so he can provide again for his family. I pray that my family will forgive me and understand why I did what I did. I ask that you forgive me and take these feelings of guilt from my heart, and not let it stop me from helping other people. I feel this is my mission in life. I need father to find a job where I can help more people, but don't know where to turn first. Please guide me in my search. I thank you Father in your name I pray, Amen