Please God, forgive my mistakes - I've really worked hard to atone for my mistakes these past two years that I've done towards You, mom, family, friends and especially 'him'. Please, dear Lord.. Please give me one last chance to prove to You and 'him' that I really meant it and still do mean it when I told him that I love him in 2005.. It's been a year since I've last saw 'him', but in my heart, why am I still loving him more and more? :') Why can't I just give up? So please, I pray .. give me the strength to fight for this love till my last breath.