Forgive me God, for I have lost my way. I've let go of your hand, and now I am in a labyrinth. Forgive me, and please find me again like I am finding for you. I am afraid, because there are so many things that I am trying to achieve, but without your guidance my heart is unsettled and I am unable to continue my path without continuously falling. Forgive me God, as I need your help and guidance - to be strong and to strive on. Amen.

Please God, forgive my mistakes - I've really worked hard to atone for my mistakes these past two years that I've done towards You, mom, family, friends and especially 'him'. Please, dear Lord.. Please give me one last chance to prove to You and 'him' that I really meant it and still do mean it when I told him that I love him in 2005.. It's been a year since I've last saw 'him', but in my heart, why am I still loving him more and more? :') Why can't I just give up? So please, I pray .. give me the strength to fight for this love till my last breath.