I am so worried. With all the layoffs and economical crises plaguing our nation, I go and make a BIG mistake that may end up costing my job. I know I am to trust God with everything that happens to and for me. I know that I should pray to him and then just let it go but I feel myself sick with worry. I dont have anyone I can count on as my back up. I am pretty much alone, and have always relied only on me and my job, so the slightest possibility of loosing my job absolutely terrifies me. At this moment I am worrying myself sick.

I know there are people with bigger problems out there, and heaven knows every Sunday I pray for as many people as I can while at church, but this time its me in desperation.