I feel like i am fighting an endless battle . i feel like an outsider and no one cares in the world , i am not talking about God cause i know he loves me but still i feel like i need help to keep going. i have family and i have children but when it comes to myself it feels i am nothing. and i can't find my own way or identity.medical benefits is what i need most to help and because i am married i can't have it. it seems you have to stay single and no family in order to qualify i just don't get this world today. i thought love is supposed to be so important that it takes care of it all but it isn't