Dear God. I feel my current trial is a test and Father I am doing my best to be strong. Father I feel like you're telling me to hang in there and remain faithful to you. I can't lie Lord, it's getting hard but I'm holding on. Father when I think about the events that lead up to this recent trial and the barrier I was about to knock down, it's hard not to believe that this pain I am experiencing is a result of the evil one's attempt to pull me away from YOU! Lord I know YOU will bless me with all I've asked and am asking. Please Lord, only You can make a way for me.