I just need prayer to help heal my soul, my dark feelings so I can forgive. I understand if I don't forgive I may be staying in this dark place longer than I should. I just feel so wronged by so many people. And at times it feels as if I deserve everything bad that has happened to me. Because maybe I'm not the nice person I think I am, maybe for every bad intention or bad thing I've done...all of that has come back in different ways to bring me down. And I know I shouldn't allow myself to feel so low, but I don't know how to change the way I feel. I am truly sad, and at the bottom of this dark place, barely afloat. I just ask for prayer.