I just need prayer to help heal my soul, my dark feelings so I can forgive. I understand if I don't forgive I may be staying in this dark place longer than I should. I just feel so wronged by so many people. And at times it feels as if I deserve everything bad that has happened to me. Because maybe I'm not the nice person I think I am, maybe for every bad intention or bad thing I've done...all of that has come back in different ways to bring me down. And I know I shouldn't allow myself to feel so low, but I don't know how to change the way I feel. I am truly sad, and at the bottom of this dark place, barely afloat. I just ask for prayer.

I feel in despair, like I'm not accomplishing anything good, but committing to doing everything wrong or bad. Please I ask for prayer to let me see the light and not to continue on this dark path.

If anyone will join me in prayer for my ex-husband. We have been apart for almost 7 years now, but in just the past 3 years he is on a massive destructive path. I know and understand only he can make the positive change for the benefit of himself and his children. However, I truly believe in my heart that if more than myself and his mom pray form him, he will have some kind of celestial epiphany. So, I ask humbly one small prayer for him to see the light, and fight the darkness that is engulfing him. Thank you.