I know God has my future, I'm just trying to be patient and trusting. I am working through all of my mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual energy trying to find a job. I'm spent, I'm in school as well, and all I need is a job so the works of my hands may be blessed. So my life may be blessed, so I may continue on with a life that I have been missing for the last 3 years. The stress is becoming overwhelming. I know God has my future I need trust, focus, clarity, understanding. Lord I'm here, use me!