please help keep the evil that wish to do harm to the ones i love and hold dear please keep bloodshed out of my life and theirs and keep everyone safe and out of evil grasps

please help me to hear what god wants me to hear and to keep faith in this very trying time. i want to take the steps i need to move foward but i dont want to jump with out listening to whats really being spoken. And to not fall back into old ways that got me where i am i want to feel like how i use to and see the postive in life not the negative. i also want to wish those who are sick and in need the peace and care that they need and that the recieve the care they need and to help those who are struggling im no stranger to struggles in my life but there are others who have it worse than i and pray that they can get the help the need espically in the state we are in; in this country..amen

please lord have these people stop coming after me ive give all i have i cant give anything else anymore lord. they threaten to kill everyone around me but i dont know what to do ive tried everything please i need your help im scared and dont know what to do or where to go im trying to stay strong but i dont want anyone getting hurt i just want to be able to live my life with my loved ones

things are just getting worse. i know i need to be patient and that things have to get worse before it gets better but its just so hard to keep faith when you just want everything to be ok. i need to be strong but its hard when you dont see an end in site. i dont want to give up but i cant live my life anymore. i really dont know what to do i need a miracle. i know the lord is here with me but i just need to believe more. my impatience almost got everyone i cared about killed.