I am struggling to keep my head up. My depression seems to be getting worse. My struggles to find reassurance that my upcoming wedding is what God has planned for me and my fiance (and we're literally days away from the wedding). I am in need of one minor change in my finances to free me of so many chains. I feel like all this stress and strain is testing my faith to the breaking point. I need to let God have all of it, I know that. I am trying, but I can't seem to do it right. I carry it with me even though I don't want to. God, please, help me. I am in such a dark place right now, and I need your light and assurance that better things are to come. Help me, please....