I pray for the strength to remember who's really in control . I want to allow HIM to guide my life as is HIS will . I want to be happy and in love and enjoy life with someone who will love me unconditionally and grow old with me. Someone to share the ups and downs (hopefully more ups than downs) Someone to laugh with, to cry with, to experience all the wonders of the world with. Please I don't want to grow old alone. I am so afraid right now.