God, ik tht i havent prayed to u in recent days, weeks, months, but god, i want the freinds tht seem to be fading away and changeing there charartistics to come back to normal, all of us be freinds again, and stop always argueing and loving each other, and let us unite in a group of freind ships onec again, and forgive me breaking the promisie i attempted to keep for my freind linda, and end sams frufrastion, and also can, great lord, look over my shoulder, and help me in the academics to come, because the future dose not seem as bright, and my father might give me consaquence to pay for the bad grades, plese, god, end this plege and give me the gift of evadion and let me succed in school, bring togeter the torn apart freind ships, and lastly, plese, dear god plese, end my depression, plese, god, i hate the feeling tht the world around u is collapsing and tht the fact there is no more hope, god, prove me wrong and give me hope, and also, dearist god, bring us all togeter and also, plese, in the memory of the children who r with u now, Kurt Cobain and Lenny Diamond, may i be just as good as them, the idol of my life, and the greatist uncel i ever had tht i wasnt able to remeber meeting do to my infantcy, god, plese, i want u to make me belive, make this happen, god, plese, end the hardships plese, or i will truely belive there is no hope, god, plese, Amen