I've been through such a rough time this past year and a half. It hasn't gotten any better :( I tried getting help, but of course I can't afford help and I'm not crazy enough for low income based help. I don't know where to go. The path I'm on is just dark, dreary, and lonely. Please help me. I've told friends that I don't feel right, but they just laugh at it like a joke. I don't find feeling this way funny. I hate everything and everyone. This is not like me and I don't want to feel like this. I don't like the feeling of darkness. Please God....please help me.