For The Past Year Alot Of Things Have Been Going On In My Life That I Thought I COuld Handle But As This Road Continues To Shake I Have Understood That Everything Is Not For Me, My Great Grandfather passed away they day my cousin had his funeral, i have lost alot of friends, and almost lost the guy i love i have lied to much that im starting to believe my own lies i want to be restored i want to be renewed...my brother currently found out that he is living with H.I.V and when i found it it hurt me i cried almost all day. Another thing i may be young but me and my boyfiend have been having problem we're struggling to have kids, get married and make end meet and its stressing me out i have lost my job and its very hard for me to find a new one i just wanna be restored, refreshed and renewed.