TODAY I GO FOR MY HEARING WIH THE JUDGE, ITS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR IVE BEEN OUT OF WORK I HAVE BEEN TAKIN CARE OF MA HUSBAND WHO HAS BEEN THRU IT ALL , MY BIOPLAR DAUGHTER WHOM DOESNT WANT HER TWO BEAUTIFUL BOYS, AND NOW I HAVE HAD NEK SURGERY ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT I HAVE A DEBILATATING BONE AND MSCLE DIEASE THAT AFFECTS ME IN WAYS IM HAVING A HARD TIME GRASPING, MY HUSBAND WAS HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A TIRE TOOL AND IVE BEEN TRYIN TO TAKE CARE OF HIM MA KIDS THE BILLS AND MA GRANDKIDS, BUT RIGHT NOW ITS ALL JUST A LIL OVERWHELMING FOR MEEH, ITS SO DEPRESSING AND SOME DAYS I DONT EVEN WANA TAKE THE PAIN KILLERS CAUSE THEY MAKE ME SO SICK,I PRAY TODAY THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 25 YEARS OF WORKIN, THAT I CAN RECEIVE SOME HELP IN THE WAY OF SSI FOR NOW UNTILL THEY RELEASE ME OR THEY TELL ME I CANT NO LONGER WORK AT ALL, ITS HARD TO LIVE ON 600.OO DOLLARS A MONTH,SO PLEASE PRAY THAT THE JUDGE SEES ITS NOT SOMETHING I WANT TO DO ITS SOMETHING I NEED TO DO,,,PRAY FOR ME???????