Please pray that I return to my normal self. I just went through something difficult and my emotions were thrown out of order. I feel I'm starting to go back to my old nature, you know, before I met God...I NEVER liked my old nature, I always hated her. She was always miserable and nearly came close to killing herself. I want to be the person that had BUNDLES of love, patience, and mercy. I want to feel happy with myself again. I need people to pray for me, I'm just so desperate for that new nature that Christ has given me that I now can't seem to find. Just please help me find her!