It's been a rough month for me. Had trusting problems in my relationship with my girlfriend early this month. Can't hear the voice the voice God anymore and I feel battered and broken. I'm trying to get my girl to turn to the light and I can't do it if I keep messing up in many ways than one and it feels like no one cares. That everyone else gets what they want and I am struggling to stand at times. I need guidance and strength and peace and a God to just lead me and my girl closer to him. It feels like I am ranting.