There are times I feel so worn out, so down. Feeling used and abused. I don't know where to turn or where to run. I thank God for all the blessings he has given to me. ME family, my friends, my life. But I feel like all the wrong in it, is my fault and no matter how hard I try, I fail. Sometimes i just dont want to get up. I have come to the point where I realized that I am addicted to my sin. I dont enjoy that fact at all. I feel like its keeping my back. That and ever little wrong I do. When i talk back to my parents, when I ignore my siblings, when I disrespect my friends. I never mean to, I dont mean to. If thats what someone says I did, then I did. how am i to argue against it. School is against me because i failed one too many times. No job. Money tight. All my fault. no one else's. God please, i need your touch. I need you. I don't know what else to do.