Please pray for me that I can somehow get my life back! I am suffering with constant pain in my neck and back. Although I try to live my life as best I can, with each year, it becomes more and more difficult. My husband and I try to live our lives (he has chronic neck and back pain as well) because I try to be a part of my nieces and nephews lives (shows, sports, etc.). They are young, but will not be forever, and I want to cherish these moments that I have with them, as they are my life and part of my reason for living. I just want to feel better, not walk around like a zombie, as I am so full of painkillers. I want to remember all these precious times with them: they are my life! Please pray for me that I will begin to improve as the weather warms up, and that I an get SOME pain relief, as being in constant pain is extremely depressing, so depressing to the point that I have thought about taking my own life because I no longer have a decent quality of life; I DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!