Please pray that I am able to let go of all of this anger, hurt and resentment and fear I have. I feel as if I am being thrown challenge ofter challenge. I am trying to see the bigger picture here but the hurt goes so deep. Especially when it is my family doing it. I continue strong in my faith and I always ask myself what am is God trying to show me. But, my heart hurts. The tears won't stop. I had no idea so many people thought of me as worthless instead of somebody striving for happiness. I have given almost a decade caring for my ill father and I found out now that none of that matters to him or anybody else. believe me I didn't do it for the rewards or anything. I did it because I am his daughter. And I love him. Only to find that he doesn't care, my brother doesn't care. Nobody. I feel so alone. I keep asking God to please please please help me. I am just lost. I have set aside everything...lost jobs, used all vacation and sick days to take him to the doctor and so forth. I am just lost. How could my own family do this to me. What do I do?! God I am begging you for help. I need you so much right now. I am holding onto my faith in you. But, I am struggling to continue to just be a good person no matter what when all I see around me aroundthe selfish and the greedy getting ahead. I know it's not right but yet they continue to succeed while my family struggles. Help me. Please.