Please, help me heal from the loss of my father. Help me understand WHY he had to go Home... Why after all the prayers and everything I did, did he have to go? I still needed him in my life and You knew that... Why?

I did as much as I could and I still feel like I failed him. Help my heart know peace. Help me to understand that the body is merely a vessel and the cancer did not win. Help me know that he lives on somehow.

God, I miss him so very much.