I need prayers badly. I am so upset with my husband and feel so betrayed by him that every second I am with him it takes a concentrated effort not to beg for a divorce or tell him I am leaving. We have gone back and forth over certain issues for 7 years now and every time he says I can trust him he lets me down. (It's not cheating) I don't feel I can take one more serious let down and I think I see it coming. Please pray that I'll be able to free my heart and mind of my own conclusions and allow God to take control of the reigns. I'm highly emotional about all this and I know God can make the best decisions...I just have to give it to him, but it's so hard to get myself to that crucial point.