up to now i dont know whats happening to me... deep inside of me i am hurt, numb...tears still keep falling...hurting for someone i love thats hurting as well...someone i never thought i could really love...thank you so much for that person who makes me happy, laugh, talk together our problems...whos always there for me when i need him??? im gonna miss our breakfast, dinner together, playing together sharing whats on our mind... God eventhough wer not together anymore we are still friend, help me and help him that we can surpass whats happening to us... thank you God...amen