i pray for a guidance and peace in my heart and mind...

up to now i dont know whats happening to me... deep inside of me i am hurt, numb...tears still keep falling...hurting for someone i love thats hurting as well...someone i never thought i could really love...thank you so much for that person who makes me happy, laugh, talk together our problems...whos always there for me when i need him??? im gonna miss our breakfast, dinner together, playing together sharing whats on our mind... God eventhough wer not together anymore we are still friend, help me and help him that we can surpass whats happening to us... thank you God...amen

tears keep falling... hurting is a part of life but why does it always happend? God knows i only want to be happy... im still waiting for it... God knows what happening to me and i know he has a reason... thank you God for not letting me go...for holding on me no matter what i done...so sorry...Help me God.

dear God, i dont know whats happening to me na...i never thought i could love him so much, now losing him makes my heart bleeds... tears keep falling and my mind is totally blank!!! but we're not meant to be. please pray for me that i can surpassed this in my life...i love him so much...

dear God, im having a hard time right now spiritually...help me to strenghten it and make me understand everything whats happening in my life. i just want to be happy! help me to be strong...

im praying that may God help me to be strong on what im going thru right now... asking for guidance, strenght and show me the way on the right side... forgive me for the wrongs i done and continue to guide me... i am so sorry! God help me...