I feel like Ive hit a dead end alone with no way of turning back the man I love is never going to love me he loves the path he's on and even though I wish he would be the family man I had faith he would be he just thinks so negative about us even when Ive been trying so hard for years now to show him I care for him and keep our family together I am at a lost and going to leave him because my heart can't take anymore but a part of me prays all the time that if I put it in Gods hands he can help heal us but my faith just keeps fading and little by little I lose myself I need your prayers to help me to help him to help heal our family or for me to let him go for good =(