Trying to keep my spirits up this holiday season, due to recent hard times along with trusting a man whom i adored after i had finally healed from an unexpected divorce , then to be crushed and left by the new man as well (both men like the "single " life and drinking and having fun ended up winning in their lives vs.family life ,I struggle to be positive about a future. I want to be strong,I want to heal ,i want to concentrate on my kids and be the best mom i can be . I want to have some peace and get over this depression I have sunk into. please pray for me .