Please pray for my family. We are all going through so much right now and struggling. We need to turn it all over to God but it's really been hard to do that lately. I can't help but wonder where God has been lately. I really don't know how much more I can take. The stress and anxiety is killing me. I have already had 2 mini strokes the drs. say because of the extreme stress and anxiety. It's so bad the sometimes I feel like I have no purpose in this live and I wish I would just die. I'm really tired physically and emotionally.