Please pray at I may deepen my relationship with God. I have been going through many hardships and this normally draws me closer to Him but for some reason I am pulling away even though I know it is not where I need to be. Please also pray for my health I was just recently diagnosed with fibromyalgia and that in and of it self is causing a huge depression to fall over me but I also may be pregnant an I am not sure if that is a good thing. With all the medication I am on I am scared of miscarriage or messing up the baby but also I have not been with the father very long. I already have one son who just turned one whos father I thought would be in the picture and with my health I don't know how I would be a single parent of two young children if I was pregnant and this childs father chooses not to be in the picture. And on top of it all I feel guilt for getting myself into this situation when I know better. So please pray for peace no matter if I am pregnant or not and if I am that the baby's father will be a good father. And if I am not that I again will run back to God's loving arms where I need to be and do what is right and what He wills for my life.