Last night I wrote a very angry prayer , it showed up on my fb and I became enraged. I shut down everything! I went to bed and woke this morning with an old Amy Grant song in my heart..I think it is called, "Everywhere I go". I have felt such peace all morning it is amazing. I have searched for my request from yesterday and can not find it. Sometimes i find I need to release the ugly or bad so I can see the good. I try to be as human with G-d as I can because that is all I am. I am not always perfect or wise... and I know my creator can see me better then any human being could ever, so to act all peaceful and saintly would be a lie. G-D knows every strand of hair, every cell... how can I be anything but what I am? I don't know how to pray the so called right way , I say the lords prayer and then I say what is on my heart! I used to several years ago say all the perfect words as I had been taught by my Grandmother, church and christian mom. I slowly found that I wanted a more intimate real relationship and I began to come clean with my maker. He became my ABBA/ beloved and I his child. I now get afraid that being so honest is not right I watch all the good people talk so nice and I wonder if maybe there is a right and wrong way... I really don't think so but I wonder. I woke with such peace and a clean, clear mind I don't think so. Please pray for me, that I may have wisdom and understanding. I think that what I have is right for me yet as I read others I just want to be sure.